its funny how I seem to know many people but i still don't know 'people'.
So well now i should characterized as 'dumb'? or better a fool?
But to me its not just my fault, i identify myself through the people i know, that's the way i am brought up, to me no one is actually a bad person, lol i sound like mother Teresa but seriously i mean things that people do make them bad duh but honestly the first impression of anyone i meet is good to me so no one is bad on the first place then slowly if things seem to be indifferent then i might tend to slightly dislike that person but then i would still think that c'mon he's a human and humans make mistake and he's not all that bad and slowly or rather unconsciously start placing my trust on that particular individual and think that everyone is loyal to me and they care about me and believe in whatever they tell me thinking they can never lie and can never think of harming me in any possible way... hmm doesn't this sound like am the blessed one on this earth with so many people out there for me
But, then, reality check! someone screams from up, hey you need to come out of that fantasy world of yours where apparently everyone is an angel!
open your eyes and see what this world is doing to you, what they are thinking of you and look at the way you are being used, do 'all' the people around you really know the real you? how does your existance matter to all of them, once you are here, other day you are gone, whose gonna have time to think about that? well except for my best friends
Haha sigh! this world is just too selfish, thats the word for them, and u know its funny when such people think that they are humane and caring and blah blah
dude, did you ever take the trouble to even know me? or just judge me by the way i talk to you, hmm and i have to face this reality check really often when i get to know the real people behind that sweet, loving and generous faces
and worst when my this glass of trust is just shattered by someone's lie, okay okay my fault, its been 18 years and its about time that i learn how to live in this oh so fake world
so steps towards becoming a suitable to this world:
1) be selfish, think about yourself before any one else, cause thats what all most of the people do
2)ignore all the good qualities in someone and point out every single fault in that person
3)never be happy for someone in fact be jealous of his success and think about every possible way you can bring him down and ruin his happiness
4)never be happy and satisfied with what you have but always curse your destiny and think that others are happier and they always tend to have more
5)dont think about others' feelings, its all about ME, doesnt matter if anyone gets hurt, as long as i m happy it shouldnt bother me
6)never be sincere or loyal to people you meet, as long as you can play around and get the benefits its worth it!
well there is alot more to it but right now i am not in the mood to mention more but am sure if you follow all these first u ll be able to survive in this fake world
i have yet to start following all that but i just keep procrastinating because of these inner voices in me which keep telling me not now
but has there been any day in your life when that letter "I" didn't come to your mind? if yes, then u can join me cause i like you ;)
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