my fairy tale: dated till i find my prince

when I first met you I never knew you would be so important to me, you were magic, there was something so strong , it was like wind, I couldn’t see it but could feel it, it was like a fairy tale, beautiful…

alarm rings, snooze, rings again after 5 mins, uhh not again, it was just a dream, blahh

everyone dreams of a perfect life, something they like always wished for , and there are these girls who dream that there will this prince charming so handsome, totally magical and their dream will come true something like taylor swift’s ‘today was a fairy tale’

but today it isn’t the same, such girls are sadly regarded silly, foolish and called ‘typical girls’ and who spent their lives waiting for the ‘Mr Right’, well this is their fault cause they are being unrealistic , this worlds more about practical things then just feelings and for more info refer to Gerald butlers, ‘the ugly truth’ lol , and well at the same time it isn’t their fault too cause well they have grown up watching Cinderella and sleeping beauty and all these Disney fairy tales which affect a child’s brain and make them believe these things exist.

I think right now this is a period of confusion, everything is being confused with true love whether its liking, lust or mere infatuation
what is true love? wow it seems an easy question

well according to the holy bible,

‘Love is best seen as devotion and action, not an emotion. Love is not exclusively based on how we feel. Certainly our emotions are involved, but they cannot be our only criteria for love. True devotion will always lead to action—true love.’

and this is my favorite one :
Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful".
-A walk to remember

but I dono It still doesn’t really sound very realistic to me cause I have not seen something like this happening nowadays
maybe in movies, books and u know we actually like that cause it makes us see something which we don’t get to see in reality that’s why titanic was a super hit, there are a few different cases too and when we get to hear about them or see them we go like aww,how cute <3

but nowadays no one is so crazy like shah jehan, the mughal emperor that he would make a monument like taj mahal in the memory of his beloved wife or be like noah of the notebook and wait for years for his true love

now love is more about relationships and precisely physical attraction between opposite sex, the involvement of practical thinking and materialism in love is one of the main reasons for unsuccessful relationships and marriages,
and every other feeling is misunderstood as love, oh he’s nice, I love him, oh she’s hot, I love her, oh we think alike, I love him blah blah

But we girls still like to dream on and fantasize for that perfect one with whom we can connect emotionally and go like aww, he’s just perfect *tears* lol
so to all my ladies, dream on maybe that someone special, is there at your door, the bell rings, that hollow feeling in stomach, you open the door

mom: who is this
you: uhh eww the laundry man!

Mr wise and Mr foolish!

Its 3 am n m hungry, like the whole day I don’t eat anything ( well I did have some fruits though) , my way of losing weight, go through tough vigorous exercises to burn those nasty calories that just pile up in my body n then I find a box of dark double chocolate chip cookies, u know the big ones, ahh yumm, i get the hold of that transparent box, those cookies clearly visible, they look beautiful lol n m hungry, very hungry, but no what about all my efforts, but but its irresistible , I opened the box, no no I wont look good in that dress that I got if I gain weight, hmm so what I can lose it later and then I take one cookie out, fine I ll have just one and here it goes, yum, the chocolate just melts into my mouth, umm I can have another one , I feel so good, and by the time I realized just one last cookie was left, blah whats the point of leaving one cookie let me have that too

and now moment of realization, all my efforts gone, all the pain that I took to get rid of those fats, I feel guilty, I feel bad, I want to cry, NOO!

have you ever wondered who is man’s worst enemy? umm the man himself.

yes the man, that early morning hunger of mine was more like feeding my feelings rather than feeding my body well which is something known as an ’emotional eating’. I might not be as hungry as I think, its just that those cookies made me feel more hungry, my emotions took control over me and I was just tempted to have them.

I sometimes feel that I have these two people inside, one which is telling or rather forcing me to do things that I like or enjoy or I personally want but aint good for me and this other wise person who knows whats good for me and knows the aftermath of everything that I do.
well this could also be a kind of battle between my heart (feelings) and mind , am not sure but I like to imagine it more like two people, a fool who is emotional and just cares about the feelings n temporary happiness and the present and a wise who is practical and knows what would actually benefit me in the near future (more like a forward thinker lol).

well I think , the foolish one rules the wise one in me! my feelings control me, I do what if feel/want and i say what I feel/want and this has many after affects but I simply don’t care/realize .

umm the cons are many, u always tend to regret about things in future, u feel guilty and u r responsible for what goes wrong with you, you don’t have the advantage of blaming something/someone else about the wrong thing in ur life which makes u feel worse.
but I personally feel that there are a few pros too, the people who tend to think from their heart are mostly honest cuz I mean that’s the way they feel, the wiser sides of you lets you decide what to say when n to whom and how and blah blah so u carefully work out things n maybe feel good but you might not be honest or truthful from inside, sometimes u r just being diplomatic and practical n the world loves you but is that the true side of you? is that exactly what you feel? though u might be applauded for that, u r just doing what that particular situation requires from you , what the people require from you. (lol why am i making it sound evil when its actually good?)

lol well m trying to favor the foolish side you see haha
but in reality those who listen to their wiser side are more successful

but here the argument is who is mainly responsible for all the wrong things that happen to us
we blame our life, our destiny , the people around etc etc but the source of wrong is within us, I aint saying that everything happens because of us but most of the times it comes from us, those feelings, temptations, our heart shouldnt rule us.

Can we for once try to think about ourselves, the things that we do wrong, I mean everyone likes to imagine themselves as perfect or good or whatsoever but everyone has short comings , we need to listen to the wiser person inside us more often (this goes on for me as well but am trying noh)

lol its funny, I, myself am the worst enemy of me mwahahaha ;)